Jesse James breaking point after cheating on Sandra Bullock

Jesse James admits he was at his “breaking point” when an affair cost him his marriage to Sandra Bullock.

“Everything got ripped to shreds,” Jesse told People magazine.

“I was at my breaking point.”

Jesse also opened up about his abusive childhood and turbulent life marked by anger and shame.

“I always felt out of place my whole life,” he said.

“I never felt successful, never felt I deserved anything.”

James also open up about how much he misses Sandra Bullock's adopted son Louis. 

'He is so sweet and I miss him,' the 42-year-old reality show star tells People magazine in a candid new interview. 

The former couple kept quiet about their adoption of Louis back in January 2010, until after Bullock won the Best Actress Oscar for The Blind Side. 

'Talking about Louis almost seemed too intimate,' says James of the decision to keep news of the baby quiet.